Sublime Darkness

Sublime Darkness For the sublime reaches of my subconscious an inner enigma of darkness overwhelms me… And in such time I feel nothingness, blankness, hopelessness. And such for me is lost. For every particle of my being are lost Lost forever… In the trap you call life And everywhere I turn I wonder why I am alive, breathing, moving. I wonder this as the blade comes closer and closer… And as for me I lay there in such agony that I am being torn apart by pain and the forever infinitive nothingness that I can not overcome… My thoughts twisting and tumbling and confusing me minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. Forever lost as an empty shell walking in this thing you call, “Life” and I call, “Hell”. For in my thoughts I stand on the brink of insanity, destruction, chaos. And in this time I am ripping tearing twisting wishing it all away. The blackness of death seems so comforting now. For all would be gone and no one would care… And as the blade makes contact, I breath my last breath… girl, Girl, love, smile