My life:)

My life :) My life:) Ever since i was a little girl my life has been great until now . My life now is very depressing :(. i always want to kill myself and i always cut my wrist and its horrible . My life is like hate .True Story<3! I want my past back and my wish wont come true :( My bet friends hate me now they think im som kind of freak and im not. iv had alot of bpyfriends and its not funny i wish i had just one guy to keep me forever and be the right guy in my life. my love life is so screwed up and depressing .* whatch me bleed and cry for you*.And tell me what you think of me. Dont trat me as a modle or anything because i will cry to death. my lifei is so emo i know :) but hey alot of people get emo momentes. But me im haveing it all the time. Poeple tell me all the time why are you so down on yourself and i tell them beacuse my life sucks :). And Im always crying in the bathroom.