This Nightmare

Times keep changing As the world keeps spainning And I can never keep up with it Time just leaves me behind Like it always has and always will And theres never a break It just keeps going, Going on and on And I just can't keep up I loss minutes, Hours, Days of my life So quick, So fast The moments go by The good times never last Each tear that falls, A second is lost, Lost of my life And as the worlds changes with time Friendships change too With influences, Fights and arguments, Seperation, Different directions Some just fade in time, While other die in pain And in the end theres no one, Not one to listen to your story, And no one cares for your deepest thoughts Not even the one who did before Cuz all have given up on you And the ones you love Who say they love you Only to leave you empty again The pain, To give them your heart For them to shove it right back Shattered, Broken, And the pain you must go through Crying until your last tear is gone And feeling like you'll be alone forever All the moments to pass me by Wasted days and sleepless nights Misery, Confusion, Frustration, I went through Only to end up right back where I began With nothing to show But the scares But there is nothing I can do about it, About anything I have no motivation And my determination Cannot break through the thick wall Traping me here in this nightmare, This nightmare of life Why did I have to be born into this world I did not chose to be here I don't want to stay I just can't keep up with life Times just change too fast for me Stuck, Traped, Locked up in misery, This neverending nightmare This Nightmare Scroll Down Please