[ you used to tell me you cared ]

you used to tell me you cared i needed you to survive then you found out my one repeated mistake then one i was lest proud of my darkest secret and you left you killed me inside but i still needed you you knocked me to the ground my bandages unwound i still reached out to you you teased me always just out of reach for those few months with out you i stopped dragging the blade across trying to show you i was strong enough to stop hoping you'd take me back i began to build up strengh enough to stand on shaking legs you still called me beautiful sometimes and i told you I'm done With it, it wont happen again i thought you'd take me back but after that you didn't talk to me anymore the strength i used to have ran from me leaving me back on the ground bandages again unwound reaching out for you but this time you weren't just out of reach this time you were gone you were never coming back with that i wondered why i ever tried so hard to stop for some one who didn't care someone who never would and never did it was then i slowly dragged that stupid little blade slowly and deeper then before across my frail paper thin skin [ you used to tell me you cared ] Scroll Down 02 Her Voice Resides.m4a